thoughts about where to live/come home

ok, i promised mum that i would prove her wrong and come home from these travels. but i am just shocked into thinking this past week. firstly by my boss saying if africa doesnt work out then i can always come back, and that you only get one chance like this to move and start a new life abroad; this really made me think as NZ has always been my dream place to call home. 

but then the thoughts of going to a local bible college here and after meeting some of the people, and their advice to do it sooner rather than later. made me even more confused with the thought about staying here in New Zealand. but then comes my next issue and that being having until mid aug fairly planned, but i feel that is answered. God has totally been providing for Africa and my trip going there, and i beleive that God has some reason for me to go there and visit. so feeling that is the plan, i am now able to continue on with plans and not feel guilty about leaving here!

so at the mo ma, i am still coming home!! lol